Train of Thought #11 - My Voice

Written March 22nd, 2024 at 11:30pm. Published March 23rd, 2024

Part of the “Train of Thought” series. See that link for more information. This is the entry that inspired this whole series.

This past Tuesday I was talking to someone about trying to figure out who I am, since I feel like I show different people different things a bit. One thing he said is that “the world needs to hear my voice”

I’m generally scared of saying my thoughts considering I don’t really limit them. My brain doesn’t believe in impossible, but I don’t wanna get weird looks from others. One reason I love hanging out with one of my friends so much is that he listens to my thoughts and always finds them interesting. I also worry about talking too much. I’m afraid of just talking and talking and not noticing if the other person is finding it boring.

I’m constantly thinking of new things and ideas, and I kinda wish I felt completely free to share them. Like even some of these journal entries would be interesting to send to people, but I’m afraid people won’t read my thoughts (cause people don’t like reading).

I wonder what it would be like to publish some of these entries (edited) on my blog. I mean I feel like these entries describe me the best of anything. Maybe I’ll try sending some of them to a friend first.

Do I need to worry about offending people with my thoughts? I think I might worry more about people thinking I’m crazy or weird, but honestly that doesn’t really matter, as long as they know who I am.